I just want my mom here. Things would never be what it is today if my mom was still alive. My “boyfriend” is such a bitch. I DON’T EVEN WANNA BE WITH YOU ANYMORE! I’m so disappointed in him and he NEVER support me. Or he’s NEVER there! How am I suppose to cope when he don’t give a fuck at all? He’s just faking it! Fuck! All I know and need and want is my mom. I just wanna be where my mom is. T-T Kuv niam………..do you even know what I’m going through? Do you see all of our pain?! Sigh. I hate Jackson. I wished he died instead of my mom. </3
To the best mother in the world. I love you mom. You will always have a special place in my heart. I will always love you. And I will always stay by your side. No one can never compare to you or your love! You are everyone’s mom! I love you to death. Things will never be the same without you. You will always be remembered. </3
Honestly, now I get to breathe. But then again, I can’t. You keep making me feel like it’s over and done with. Like you leave for a couple of days and now you’re back in my life. I’m sick. You need to stop treating me like you can come and go as you please. Cause I ain’t gon’ let you do this to me anymore! You make me turn into a evil girl when honestly, I’m caring. I love you to death but I’m not dealing with this no more! I gotta love myself now! I gave too much of me to you and you didn’t appreciate it. Now that I realized it and I’m not in denial anymore…I’m getting over you. I’m sorry but I gotta let you go. It’s killing me to do this to you but I’m gonna die if we continue to go through this. We both are grown. If it’s over, let it be over.