I suppose I was being a little bitch to my boyfriend. But he didn`t have to leave my stuff there. Like in the living room. He knows where we keep our stuff, well at least I know where I keep mine. And he knows I don`t just leave my stuff out in the open. Well at least I don`t put my stuff everywhere. I suppose he`s mad. And piss at the fact that he was being nice and I was just being mean. Right now he`s listening to all these venting songs. And it makes me think soo much. Idk. I guess it`s my fault anyways. If I never acted the way I acted then he would have never be feeling the way he is feeling right now. *Sigh. I am just…ready for bed. =’(
I hate when you think that you’re the only one suffering. I’m trying my hardest to battle my feelings, too. Do you know what you’ve done to me before? You made me deal with every bullshit you had and left me. I can never forget that. Even though I have somewhat ‘forgiven’ you for it.
So my boyfriend is mad cus I have a facebook page and he believes that I am still fucking around behind his back. Well first of all people on my facebook knows I have a boyfriend, it says I`m in a relationship. And I haven`t even been fucking around like that in order for him to really believe I`m hurting him. I`m mad. I wanna die! Cause when I am doing my part he assumes and assumes and it kills me inside. It kills me even more inside when I am not doing anything wrong! He`s getting mad for no reasons. I just want me and my boyfriend to work out.