im so hurt from this relationship. im sick of it! just blame it all on me. just say i left you in thee cold. *sigh just say im a liar, a cheater, whatever you want. im done. i now realize that im nothing to you. NOTHING. im moving on. im not coming back. even if we change. i know in the future if we ever get together again, the same thing would just happen all over again. so im not taking it anymore. i guess im gonna have to stop giving you my love.
looking back to the past remembering the good and bad. feeling the hurt and happiness. i think about how much we’ve been through in 4 years 11 months and 20 days. and i think to myself. do i still imagine my life with you?! are you gonna change?! even if we continue to stay together, will things change?! and then i look in the mirror. and i see a scar on my face. i see a unhappy girl. — as i was in the car while your sister was driving, i didnt feel the pain anymore. the jealousy was gone. and i finally realize. im done. its over.